Looking back over journals, it's funny seeing evidence of doubt in things, that I did anyway that ruined my life lol, could have been prevented, talk about hindsight and irony!
On the whole I'm ok at the moment, worried about someone very close to me, subsequently, I'm putting myself in that same desired but resultingly awkward position.
A little water please, I taste you all over my teeth. Never again, just tonight, ok..
*sigh* I am the eternal optimist.
Get down on your knees, whisper what I need, something pretty..
Ok so I'll stop with my amatory quotes..
Now for the superficial, I've put on weight, I'm dressing like a boy again.. A boy with pigtails and kitty ears, so an effeminate anime character then. Which I like I suppose, something new. I am after all a 12 year old boy.
I'm going to make a mini manga, about as well drawn as Shin Chan, waste some time I suppose.
I uploaded some pictures see? *claps* I persued the college again, the bastards take the piss! So they killed the course I wanted, and didn't tell anyone because they're retarded, but now they're putting my application form through clearing to be applied to UCAS and attempt to get me into a Foundation Degree in Commercial Photographic Practise as a mature student, me being 19, so I may only have to provide a portfolio... I'm going to ring back in a week to check the bastards are actually doing their jobs this time.
In other news, I have new shorts and they're fantastic.. Floral print; Petroleum; jade, white and grey
I'm going to go dose up on caffeine now, adieu